I have run out of Seroquel and cannot afford to get my prescription refilled for another five days. I haven’t taken any for four days. I’m so sick, the withdrawal is nearly as bad as withdrawing from opiates. I am nauseous, I have chills, and my tremors are so bad I can’t even hold onto a fork. The voices are back with fury. I called into work today, because I simply cannot work like this. I was on a final written warning, meaning that I am most likely going to get fired. My life is fucked.