The Sound and the Fury

They are getting louder and clearer…







You don’t deserve to live


Kill yourself


Swallow those 2478 pills in your bedroom


Do it


No one will miss you


Cut deeper


Stop fucking around with the arms you pussy, cut your throat and get it over with


The thoughts and the background noise are getting louder and clearer. Sometimes listening to music will distract them for a while, but they come back. I know they aren’t really there, that the voices are not real but they are hard to ignore. My rational mind tells me that it is just my mental illness manifesting in a different way. 



My irrational, impulsive mind tells me to follow them. 


I need it to stop.



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